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Week 1 – The Exercise that Killed Me.

Howdy folks! You’ll have to bare with me, my fingers are pretty much all I can move right now. I sit before you a broken man. This first week of the new year has been so crammed full of things, I haven’t had time to really sit down and write a blog! How ironic that my entire purpose of filling my days with interesting things so I could write about it would be the very reason I didn’t have time to write! However, after tonight, I’m sure I’ll have plenty of time to write over the next few days. So be ready!

I should probably start from the beginning so you guys have an idea of what I’m talking about. For the most part, the various activities I’ve been doing lately haven’t really been anything to write about as most of them were just getting my affairs in order, however, my exercise routine is definitely something to talk about.

Earlier this week, Sunday to be exact, I performed my first fitness test in the 60 day routine I’ve made myself a part of and although my numbers were lower than expected I still felt like I had done fairly well for myself. The following day was the following exercise and while moving through the exercises I realized that I just wasn’t pushing myself hard enough. The same feeling of fear and failure began to creep up on me, and I left my routine feeling fairly pessimistic.

2010 – Year of success.
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2010 – Year of success.

Success is only the minor speed bump before great failure. At least that’s how I’ve been acting for years now. Einstein’s brain, an elephants will (not to mention size), and the strength of an ox. Yup, that’s me, the only problem? Deafening fear of failure and rejection.

Ironic huh?

For years I’ve been failing because of my fear of failure, but I can’t do that anymore. Some of you who have known me for years know that I’ve never felt I would see 25. I said it when I was 14 and for some strange reason I still feel that way. Like 25 is my barrier in life. Though I must admit, I’m still quite optimistic in thinking that if I do somehow make it past 25 and see the years beyond 2011 that I’ll make it to 200. Science isn’t far away from making that a reality, but 25 is still far too soon for science to save me.

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Life and good health to all.

I don’t give a flying fuck about politicians. Those of you that know me, know that I take an avid no stance on political parties or political melodrama. I care about people, and how we treat others. To me, how a country treats it’s sick shows a lot about the character of those that govern that country.

That being said, America is run by the pharmaceutical companies. It’s not hidden either, nor is it a little known fact. Those out there feel our healthcare system is great, and that it is the highest rated because we pay private institutions to handle our shit for us… take it from someone who sold insurance and was told firsthand how to get the most out of people knowing that it didn’t cover hardly anything… it’s balls.

Are you afraid of the dark?
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Are you afraid of the dark?

Imagine waking one night to the sounds of scraping at your window. The wind howling through the trees and as you open your eyes to look around your room, you can see through the fuzzy daze shadows moving across your walls. Quickly you sit up, rubbing your eyes and squinting hoping that they are playing tricks on you. For a moment you could swear that something had moved towards you, but now that your vision is clear everything seems calm.

Family Planning
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Family Planning

So I was walking through CVS looking for condoms a little while back and for the life of me I couldn’t find them. Eventually I come across a little pocket in an aisle called “Family Planning” with a wall full of more condom types then there are positions to use them with. Suddenly it dawned on me, the reason I couldn’t find the condoms was because “Family Planning” suggests that I’m planning to have a family. Which if I’m buying condoms does that not mean I’m intentionally planning to NOT have a family? It really makes you think.

Who was the dumbass that decided to name this “Family Planning” movement?

Recent Artistic Endeavors
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Recent Artistic Endeavors

There is something about sculpting or digital sculpting that really soothes me. I always tell people that work is my Zen. It’s where I’m happy and honestly anyone that doesn’t understand or respect that annoys the shit out of me. The bottom line is I like what I do and I wish I had people to share that with on a more than skin deep level.

I loved teaching people too. Sharing my knowledge with someone and showing them the techniques they could take and make their own was definitely something that I enjoyed. Nothing like seeing someone a couple of years later blowing away the work you taught them with. Fascinating to me.

To be perfectly honest, I don’t feel like I’ve connected with someone like that in a very long time and I’m really longing for that again.

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And I’m back.

After a long and barren vacation, I have returned to continue my blogging escapades. Though I promise this time around it will most definitely be more frequent and filled with entirely too much content. Maybe.

I’ve worn thousand dollar suits, shook hands with men that made more money than you could stomach without being an evil world dominator, and I’ve had the pleasure of working with some of the greatest artists to ever walk this planet. Everyone from 2D artists, 3D artists, and even country music artists. Some of which are still rocking up Nashville, and some of which who have quit the game but haven’t forgotten their roots. I have worked at strip clubs (some of you I met working there) and I have been one of the youngest people to ever spend more than 3 grand in one night on a stripper named Nicole. Okay so that last one isn’t one of my more proud moments, in fact the girls stole my debit card that night to prevent me from spending any more money. You know you’ve hit the big time when a stripper lifts your debit card to prevent you from making anymore skin induced transactions. My friend Jeff, who I can only hope someday reads this, might remember that night. Then again, that could be the night he got so drunk me and a couple of our friends had to drag him out. Regardless, the point is for a 23 year old I’ve lived the life of a 40 year old.

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Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-10-25

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Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-10-18

My girlfriend called me back tonight just to tell me she loved me. Simple things make us the most happy. #

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Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-10-11

@projectleet No one knows why you are screaming. in reply to projectleet #
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@UnholyKnight No… there aren't. She's untouched, that's a portrait filter. It's intentional. Not what I wanted comments on. in [...]